Today is the day

i'm typing this entry on my way home from work on the train (can't wait to drive!). this day is marked with a big :( on my calendar. it's finally here & almost over.

saying goodbye was hard. i had mixed feelings after i kissed my little one goodbye a million times this morning. i feel really upset about leaving him, but i am also secretly looking forward to uninterrupted lunches & a little me-time at work.

my colleagues were happy to see me, especially those who have to cover my shit job duties all these while. i nearly went blind after spending the entire day screening through over 30,000 e-mails in my inbox. wish i could just delete them away & 'start afresh' like what Benny said but some of the old e-mails are necessary for me to keep track of recent cargo status.

anyway, i'm so glad the day is over. the husband made a call back home during lunch & we were relieved to hear that Jayvier didn't cry that much. he even nap twice after his morning playtime. i am anticipating the excitement on my boy's face when i come through the door later. :)